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Below are
some simple poems that I have written. Whenever I feel depressed, or happy, I would
write these poems to express my inner feelings. I started writing them since early
Jan. 99. It's a pretty good way to express oneself, but it takes patience to really
concentrate on what exactly you want to say. At times what I am really trying to
express is blurred. Sometimes it may not make sense to others even. But
hopefully mines aren't so confusing. Not all of them are facts about my life though,
but most. Well I hope you like them, at least one?!:)
They go from the most recent to my old ones.
The Struggle
8th of June
(THUR) 7:38 - 7:55 PM
Another day of writing a
poem
I think to myself and wonder
Bored out of my mind of what to say
School will be over in one more day
My eyes feel burning and
tiredness
It’s as if I need to struggle for awakeness
What to say I wonder
Although wordless my mind ponders
From day to night, night to
day
I feel sad but do not know why
Perhaps just ‘life in general’
Perhaps something more
I am apprehensive
Maybe the future, maybe life
Still a teen, why worry so much
Hard to say, but depression hits
Sometimes I want to cry
Yet the tears just won’t let by
I want to be happy
Yet only mostly my outside
This teenage struggle
A struggle that is hard to do
May only be suppressed if
We do not do it alone
I Need You So
(Mar 3 00 Fri)
Days go by
With me in Wonderland
I sit here tonight
wanting you.
I am young
But my mind goes beyond
Already I feel a need
One of togetherness, you & me.
Nothing special I feel
When others use sweet-talk
Only you
I feel true desires, urging wants.
Tell me you love me again
For those words may soon fade
Here I yearn
Missing your words, sweet smiles.
Talk to me
Even as I speak through friends
One word of yours equals a million
As the meaning of it grips infinite.
My mind dreams of you
My body calls
And my inside burns
As I wish that you are here with me..
Green Trees Surround Us As We Kiss
(Feb 19, 00 Sat)
The rain sprinkling as my
inside tinkles.
The brown eyes gaze; I stare back in a daze.
Green trees surround us as he and I kiss.
I hold in my breath unable to believe.
His hands tighten around my back.
Mines wrap around not wanting go.
Droplets of rain fall on his cheek.
Seeming like tears but we didn't speak.
Our lips enclose our words as
The raindrops trickle down the leaves.
Our skin feels so cold but I burn with heat.
I look pass into his eyes with curiosity,
And fill with love that I have never felt.
I want to stay forever to be embraced.
Rain trickles down his hair and down on mine.
My heart beats as if I won a billion bucks.
My feet tremble as closer he became.
As tiny drops of rain fall our lips touch.
The physical response sends up my pulse.
There as green trees surround us we kiss.
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Questions/comments are welcome here.
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